self-fulfilling prophecy

this is why i was hesitant about getting vox. i always either forget to update or abstain from updating because i don't have anything to write about. it's depressing to me to feel like i have nothing to write about so that doesn't help matters either. i'm not about to start blogging about my day because nothing super exciting happens and blogging about going to kroger and taking naps is boring, no one wants to read about that. gr.

other annoying things in my life include, hyperactive swimming lesson students, orientation kids, not getting enough sleep, being hungry but not wanting to eat, being hot all the time, having no drive and the impending doom of fall RA training. SO depressing.

but it's not all bad. i mean i found out that because of summer school and the classes i'm signed up for next fall i'll actually finish my biology degree after fall semester, so that means next spring all i have to do is finish 8 credits of Medicine and Society classes and take fun classes!! i really want to take ceramics and i'll probably throw in a couple philiosophy classes since i'm interested in ethics and all.

so this past weekend i was like glued to iFC. i watched this documentary called Stevie which was terrifying and morbidly interesting. i couldn't stop watching it. you should really check it out sometime. i mean who doesn't want to watch an entire film about this good-looking individual....

just to switch things up i later watched Velvet Goldmine for the first time.

James is all about this movie, and i really enjoyed Hedwig and the Angry Inch (an amazing film you should all watch.) which is kind of along the same "genderbending rockstar" lines. Velvet Goldmine was good but also a little upsetting; i think it's because the whole movie had this overwhelming sense of destruction. you should definitely watch it sometime though, some of the make up and costumes are amazing and who doesn't like pretty boys?

i'm going home to va beach tomorrow. that always brings mixed feelings but i think it will be alright. it's going to be just isaac and me because emily and mom will be in charlottesville for emily's orientation; that will be a little less stressful, but still a whole lot of driving. it's annoying because this is the last time i'll be home for a pretty long while and it's really reminding me that i don't really get any "vacation" at all this summer break. i also hate that i never get to see everyone i want to when i come home because there just aren't enough hours in the day.

anyway. i need to pack/get some work done. if you're in va beach call me and we can try to make plans around my brother's schedule.
hearts!